12:29, Tuesday, October 20, 2009
love comes in many forms
OMG I HAVEN BLOGGED IN MONTHS. now this place is really dead but i like it dead smhow.
anw, to let myself know 10years down the road (if i ever chanced upon my own blog again), i am done with SIP and ft at OC and school has started.
i miss working, really. i miss everyone at OC. ahdi, kytong, ahbird, ahbee, kenny and maybe even darren, aloy and jeff. during my short 20weeks there, they were really nice people who make feeding and getting me fat their daily goal. it's scary when they go
'okay! time for fried rice. time for supper then time for dessert! and nobody eats except xiaomei!' on my last day, ahbee told me to think of what i wanna eat and he cooked it for me. gary showed me the simplified version of the tomato with a thousand flavours (cause we dint had vine tomatoes) and ahdi treated me to supper. albert told me to go back frequently for staff meal and they will block complaints coming my way. gahhhhh! kenny and gary called me down for a personal talk regarding my future choices in life which i felt so grateful for. and even darren mumbled about having gotten something for me from msia.
you know what?
i miss sleeping on cardboards on the cold hard floor in a super lousy stuffy private room.
i miss huddling together, sitting on plastic oil tanks amidst potatoes, onions and spices eating our staff meal when we can jolly eat outside with the service staff.
i miss getting bubble tea for everyone and trying to rmb who drinks what. (i do secretly think we are the main consumers of sweettalk)
i miss going opposite for yum cha during our split shifts and the uncle will complain why we all have different drink preferences.
i miss my pizza station.
i miss bugging albert for more things to do and we'll just end up lazily plucking italian parsley leaves.
i miss kytong and his cheemology chinese stories which i never came to understand.
i miss ahdi for alws being so annoying but sweet at the same time.
i miss ahbee's smile and food! (i love the fact he reminds me of my grandpa)
i miss kenny for looking like a artist in his lil overalls and chef uniform. (kytong insists that he look like a nanny and his husband is ahbee)
i miss gary but im still kinda scared of him. haha!
i miss wang xiao ming too! he's e love cause he alws makes nice drinks for me and me only!
i miss azmee for alws going 'sephineeeeee, sephineeeeee' when he walks past the pizza station.
these people made me feel so freaking loved, i swear.
darnit! i cant wait to get back to pt at HL. actually, im pretty half half about it cause i just wanted to end all the good times there on a positive note and perhaps forget everything else. though a unnecessary worry, im still afraid that i will screw up a little or cant make it for work due to school and pissed e shit out of gary cause of scheduling conflicts. o well. a step at a time i suppose.
and tat, seriously without your support, i don't think it's possible to be so carefree at work and going through my shifts at HL without worrying. thanks for being there when im having my ups and downs, nursing my cuts and burns, picking me up from work and always angrily saying you wanna burn down my kitchen cause of its hazards. (HAHAHAHA!) you're the love, really (: