23:06, Thursday, October 30, 2008

LONELY rivers flow to the sea to the sea...I'M STUCK AT HOMEEEEE WAIT FOR MEEEEEEEEE..LONELY RIVERS SIGH WAIT FOR ME ..WAIT FOR ME..I'M STILL AT HOME WAIT FOR MEEEEE..oh hi ! what's up people that's unchained melody for you ! HI SEP ! okay let me do a formal introduction of myself . i AM CHEN CHIAN TAT , right now, i have contracted one of the most boring disease ever...and its the dreaded chicken pox !!! yea and I'm hearing the soundtrack from troy the movie cause i've played mostly EVERYTHING from my playlist !! i'm starting to know this song well. so what do i do now ? i've got the xbox smiling at me saying '' hey tat wanna play guitar hero or FIFA 09 ??? I CAN RID YOU OF YOUR BOREDOM ...." oh hell no i've been playing it for too many times already ! and as i walk to the room, i see the 2 guitars and they seem to look me in the eye and say ''hey master touch me ...just touch me and strum me with your hardest stroke ... you got to finish the song..finish it..caress me.. " and i look at the guitar, i ask myself " tat if you are gonna touch that finish your song, WOULDN'T YOU HAVE NOTHING TO DO ANYMORE AND YOU HAVE ONE MORE WEEK TO ENDURE !" and i thought to myself that i'm not gonna leave myself in a plight where i would end up feeling like i've got nothing left to do so...i decided not to touch it ! oh yea !
Okay i've been reading up on lots of stuffs when i'm down with this sickness . thought to myself that i'd rather do such information searching compared to reading books cause i would end up lying to myself that i get the story when i don't because i'm just too visual man ! oh HAHA AND DO YOU REMEMBER THE TIME WHEN WE WOULD ALL GET SO HIGH JUST BECAUSE A NOVEL WAS A DIRTY NOVEL . a big evolution from our mama and papa bear innocent storybooks ! As kids, we would go " OH ! WHERE'S THE PART WHERE THE GIANT WAS CLIMBING DOWN THE BEANSTALK CHASING JACK! BUT NOW the only thing that interest us in books now later during the years were " WHOA A BEANSTALK ! HELL YEA where's the part where he put his beanstalk in ...... ( flips book frantically for dirty part ) okay so anyway , was reading about HIV just now. yea pretty cool findings actually. to see that this disease isn't really a whole ''you are gonna die from complications" disease . its a disease where life splashes a dose of reality right to your face. it's probably the stigma that they have to go through that hurts most . but though most of them did things that caused such misery , there were many that have gotten it through births and unwanted circumstances . so the message is ! they deserve a 2nd chance too like how everyone would want a 2nd chance . but for healthy people like us , a 2nd chance is always there for us no matter how much we choose to think that it's so hard to get. However for those people , it might well be a 2nd chance that they will always cherish . So in a way, the one good thing that occurred to me today while nursing my pox was that i know that WE ARE REALLY FORTUNATE . to be able to play guitar hero without anything on your mind , eating like nobody's business AND to even have different types and groups of pals . that's way f#$%ing lucky !! And to have someone to call you a loved one is totally awesome !! So baby though i'm blogging this out of boredom but I still wanna take this chance to say I LOVE YOU !
During this period of time, i realised that there are so many things that i adore. 1 ) SEP YOU ARE NUMBER ONE IN MY CHERISH LIST YEAA! 2) FC 1 IN SINGAPORE POLY - I'm so gonna cherish my fruit tree apple juice or whatever juice the next time i hold it. I'm gonna slurp it REALLLL S...L..OW..and savor every drop of sweet juice. 3) the whole chicken rice store including the auntie and uncle who chops my black chicken !
okay i'm gonna play FIFA 09 pretty soon . living my FOOTBALL MOMENTS IN THE GAME SINCE I CAN'T GO OUT TO PLAY ! though its pretty fantasy to score 10 goals in the game when i don't do that in real life -_-.
anyway honey , do wait up for me yea ? cause i am gonna be back ( okay how do you insert the wink smiley ?? )
LASTLY !! SPECIAL THANKS TO ALL WHO WERE PRESENT AT THE DINNER FOR SEP ! THANKS FOR MAKING IT HAPPEN .
Labels: lonely rivers flow to the sea . i'm so stuck at home but wait for me = )