skills test was like wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! hahahs. it's was pretty unexpected cuz i thought im so gonna screw everything up again! esp after e depressing comments about e soup! it's so funny how e marks seem to be pretty good when just when i thought im gonna be so so so dead, gone.

finally, skills development has come to an end with just a few more extra lectures and baking sessions to go. it was like everything happened in a whirl of time and we came through it fit and strong! (: am kinda proud of e CCM peeps cuz it's really not easy getting up at such unearthly hours and having to spend e entire day getting marked and graded for every single stupid thing. but then again, we have no major projects or homework so it's pretty justified (:

pretty much stoning around and trying to get things done. feeling a lil lack of time for myself to really sit back and go on a thinking journey of certain stuffs. tho life have been pretty generous these days, e creepy feeling of short-lived joy kinda scares me still. oh wells. i remember i used to say to take joy in everything you see or hear. smhow, it's getting really difficult these days cause im either caught by fatigue or trying to get some relaxation time which ended up with me not being relaxed at all cause e focus was really wrong. i mean, relaxing should be just natural instead of deliberately saying 'okay i wanna relax now, so i do this' and there, it all ended up completing something rigid and nothing related to relaxation at all. so yea, more time more, that's what i need. e weekend are simply not enough, serious. hahaha!

i wanna go tioman and have my burgers again! =D