01:55, Sunday, November 18, 2007
then, there was loveokay, i felt like a total disabled at work today. one stupid fall caused a weird sprain on my wrist which is taking its own sweet time to heal. also, it seems to choose as and when to hurt -.- oh wells. anw, e pple at e cafe were real helpful! (: despite the crowd, angelin and tat were practically scrambling to my side all e time just to take over the stuffs i have on my hands. man, it was really touching! ((: even more so from tat since he was down with a headache and flu. ahyo!
e upcoming weeks are so gonna be sooooo busy! projects, tutorials and work. i can't wait for the hols, like seriously!
till now, i feel like im living a dream. thr's alw so many 'what ifs' that lands our fate in a twist. sometimes, if we are lucky, we end up with smth that we desire for. however, i believe smhow in a weird fashion, what we land ourselves in derives from the choices we make in life. or rather, whether we end up being happy or depressed over the final result, depends on no others but ourselves. it's funny how someone like me, scarred for life would finally be rid of the heavy emotional burden and jump around like a kid, feeling really true. it's really one stark difference, then and now. thank God for whatever that sparks the change, im really glad (:
you know, i used to hate doing service. i thought i wasnt cut out for it since i hate interacting and am too shy to say anything. i guess that change a lil. it feels really good to serve those grampys who are alw so generous with their 'thanks' and smiles! (: to see that lil granny smile at me, that grampy i used to be so scared of thanking me, the lil kids going 'thank youuuuuuu! (:' and the lil toddlers that alw laugh so happily while i make funny faces at them are lil rewards to me. its like some secret connection between you and the other. or maybe, it's the oldies and e kiddies whom i alw have a soft spot for. oh oh! of course, e ultimate love is still in the kitchen and seeing everyone loves your food (:
anw, i really wanna lose some weight! like 5kg perhaps? cmon fats, get off me..
okay rather random post. i hate to blog without any inspiration. zzz.. like i feel so incoherent and uneasy all over.
umm mm, i wanna linger here