01:11, Saturday, November 10, 2007
fragments of what make the wholesmhow, i really enjoy e randomness of friendship i shared w peeks. just a common need to talk, i can just stayover at her house at ease. we were discussing how we actually got close. i used to thought it was tp that smhow allowed us to be walking on neighboring paths. but noooo, e qn was, how close were we exactly tt we decide to come tp tog. it's odd really, to have nv found e ans eventually. tho smtimes, i don't know how to react or even understand her, i guess it's still okay to just walk along the aisle and continue to learn and grow. honestly, i think that previous statement sounded weird. (darn !) okay, actually thr's pretty much to say about us but i don't really wanna blog it here. another random feeling to just keep this feel in me.
realized im starting to be calculative money. it's starting to grow as a weakness on me. im alw so reluctant to part w e money yet i don't know why am i so uptight over it? true enough, i got loads to save for but oh wells. i still detest e idea of it having a grip over me and being e obstacle that controls me. (tho it was never an obstacle when it comes to food! LOL)
yesterday marks e 3rd celebration of a bday, val's! HAPPY 17TH GIRL! (: your mom was definitely a good sport man! she's so hyped about the whole thing. i can alr imagine her joy in watching her girl's friends decorating her room. like awwwwww... okay yea whatever.
man, how i wish i could be 17 again instead of that dreadful 19. hahahs! it's so ironic that 2yrs ago, all i wanna do is grow up and prove that im mature and all but now?! look at me man! e inner kid has shrunk against e increase of age. hahahs but im kinda glad about it! maybe it's a growing up process, i just wanna sit back, laugh, stone and watch everyone else zoom by. im feeling like a retiree alr! hoho!
(yea...sure)
oh i just got myself a tagboard alr! shall try it out for some weeks before deciding if it should be a permanent installation. alrights.. gotta go complete my mosaic. zzzzz
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