03:40, Saturday, October 13, 2007
nostalgic rootssmone said this today :
"i don't wanna be living in a dream because expectations creates disappointment"an emo statement indeed. dint really wanna think about it but smhow, it chose to leave a mark and refuse to budge. oh wells. perhaps, the aptness to apply it to my current situation is just so prominent. urgh.
ALRIGHT. it's a friday night, not some emo night. hoho! (: contradicting statement, well at least to me.
anw, it was supp to be a happening day today with all e plans bout going to a doc, mj-ing w val and love and dinner date w e mom! but alas, the pig (me) refused to stir from her slp and decide to just stay rooted to the comfy bed from 10am to 5pm ((: hoho! it was pouring outside, like literally since the heavens look like they had an excess of dirty linen to do today! oh wells. great sleep i had anw. i hate feeling so jaded. cravings my body had for the bed was sooooo terrible that i thought im gonna die of suffocation while walking on e streets. not even yummy edibles can tempt me out of bed. just for today that is (:
oh e reason to all this exhaustion crap was chalet. not a whole one that is. i ended up at love's place at 5am! hahash yea, that pig wasnt even aslp pls! no wonder she's e love. i kinda like this random feeling that i can simply just bunk in at her house if i have nowhr to go for e night. anw, she forced me to watch so much of e matthew shows despite my whinings that i wanna slp! hahahs! kiddings! (:
smth bout the chalet was heart-satisfying tho. at least it felt that everything was back to whr it was before. maybe the reopening of school wouldn be so bad aft all. im looking forward! not the early chionging to school bit tho. e major turn off bout school. urgh..
ohoh! i had my tangyuans today okaayyyxzxzxz!! finally! (: that's one cravings fulfilled and done for (:
sick and tired of waiting. zzzz
every route leads back to a certain tree