thr's e occasional shudders (literally) these days. it kinda fits the chillness that im currently experiencing inside. oh wells. anw, i kinda envy love that she's able to blog her feelings so clearly. it's not like im trying to hide the details of my life behind a screen or have it fabricated in any way tho. i guess it's just me as usual, not being able to express it in words and yea, not forgetting those limited vocab that dissolves e idea of blogging since im not able to express it well in the first place.

smhow these days, im growing weary and feeling a lil jaded. just a teeny weeny lil bit. im losing my enthusiasm and prob myself too. it's getting a lil harder than usual to muster the strength to keep that smile. let alone trying to cheer another up. it's kinda indescribable cuz thr are definitely times i feel e spring and to just ease happily into the peaceful silence that my home warmly provides. hahaha! i realized this sounds depressing, but oh wells. it's just a small lil slip down e slope so i doubt it's gonna affect much. and yep, i know i know. laughter keeps everyone spirits up! ((:

a baffling observation. through these years, i became so used to the comforting silence in my own home that i cant imagine being housed along with quarrelsome parents or siblings. the major taboo for most families are mostly history for me now. smhow, my situation is becoming a source of envy now. weird.. don't parents see that their quarrels are only affecting e kids and giving them more undue stress? immuned tho some may say, but i guess, it's one of those stuffs that makes home seem less homely no matter how big/beautiful/well-facilitated or whatever it is.

cool weather. just wanna get onto the swing at e playground and swing those troubles away. i don't wanna be considering your thoughts. i just wanna blabber at ease. hoho!


riding the lambs in candyland