03:42, Saturday, September 15, 2007
complementing differenceshahaha! from yest, i finally realized that exhaustion can be as bad as alcohol! tsk. it makes you unable to think straight or even walk straight. like man, i was practically tumbling after jasmine. e bed-wishing and calling by my body was really great! every opportunity of silence almost make me fall aslp! hahash. before meeting tt girl, i was msging her and going 'hey.. whr...are..' ZZZZZz okay nights im gone. sheesh.
anw, being back at work made me really reluctant to leave it. i mean, while i was doing those sauces and cutting those ingredients, i cant imagine that any of those would be my last and final time doing it. so i guess, prob i will stay on and work. smhow i feel, kitchen is gonna play a big role in my life alr! all the different stations, frying those food and watching them changing into smth really tasty and ahh! those aromatic fragrance.
so e bottomline is.. despite those yucky jobs and pressure from the hq, kitchen is
love! food is
♥! (: esp those moments whr they kept offering me food! hahahs. tho i rejected them all. yea talk about being on a healthy diet man! unbelievable? but it's gonna be true! at least for now. cmon, shed those fats! urgh.
class gathering today! man, it felt pretty weird. not having anything against them tho. just that i alr dont usually hang out w that clique 3yrs ago, and naturally nth to share 3yrs later either! so oh well, i kinda noticed everyone has indeed changed alot. those thick make-up. long hair. trendy dress sense. tsk. made me feel oh-so-kiddy and smhow, it kinda prove that i never did really change and yes, im lazy when it comes to the outward appearance aspect. to put in worse terms, im stuck. yes, pitifully stuck. sigh. i dont exactly know what to make out of this.
oh anw, im starting to love oldies! tsk tsk. im one old lady alr :|
even the nights are better