angsty night for many. seriously, i cant believed i lost it. everyone fallen so much into complexity that no one seems to be clear-headed bout any matter, or simply anything at all. prob the only one left standing would be nibbs. tt hassle-free loving guy who give hoots bout nothing except to slp. but then again, i dont really know.
starting to lose my cool, my calmness to think things through. to handle more situations than i can. starting to be pissed w every single thing tt's going on right now. you, another one and another one. tempers are indeed flaring high. i just wanna effing walk away.

this is really so not sep.

everything gone so close that i hardly dared to breathe when it's gone. e suspense that kept me on tenderhooks each time. e anticipation with the crawling time. e smallest of the littlest details that being fed to me. the routine that we have become so accustomed to. e sudden attention that's wasnt supp to be thr. tell me, who in e world do all those shit when nothing really matters. URGH.

and yes, i do realise im getting so preoccupied within my thoughts that it's really difficult to think for others. i hate this phase. you know ur making someone else upset, but yet it's difficult to prevent myself from doing it. i don't mean to argue with bj. i don't mean to act the way i do. perhaps, we do need a break from school. yea, the take-a-step-back theory. maybe, it applies to you too.

all those crap we've been sharing, it felt so good. but it's all those times that forming the regret right now, then and there.


forget yesterday, we will make the great escape