gone. im starting to feel the dread when it's almost work time. pple are leaving one by one. e management keeps getting on everyone's nerves. in addition to that, im no longer learning anything new. bahh. i feel like quitting. but i need the cash. esp when my dad owes me like half a thousand and im so prideful i dont wanna get it from him. sheesh.

and yes! the whole of this week is crap! i wake up to find myself being late for school . partly due to e fact that i was having a cold war w my mom. and also, my body probably wearing down or smth. it needs like plenty of sleep! so much more than e prev term! no longer a superwoman who can go sleep-less and still be hyper in school the next day. now, i simply stone.

anw, it kinda saddens me that we are no longer on talking terms. it's esp shitty when i see you in school every single day. rahhs.

hahaha. peeks and i felt e totally e same for many stuffs! one of which is that we are just simply stuck being 17 and not 19. not that it's bad tho. it's just odd when you see your peers growing up along w e likes of an adult and we are just simply in our first year of a poly with loads of lil kids to nurse and babysit upon. HAHAHAH. ah yes, not forgetting the familiar childish situations we get ourselves stupidly involved in. smtimes, it gets a lil depressing to lag behind. but accept the fact man, dude. it's probably more like a choice to remain ignorant.

enough rantings! (tho e lappy is still as fun to type on as ever) thr's projects to do tmr and early morning to wake up to. blah. i want SUNDAY to myself!!!



they said that evil's in disguise